It is ok not to know
Until we do
When we know better
we do better'
As we feel
(or see or know)
something is just Not right for us
The event or space or person
(or simply a combination of random swirling energy)
is manipulative or stuck or masking or simply misaligned
with Our Gut, our internal radar
This was once called intuition
(and witches were killed for it...)
It's root and base is now "proven" to Be
In Our Poly Vagal nerve
Once this massive nerve
uploads BILLION of bytes of incoming data
We are said to make a conscious choice.
We are trusting this known and explicit,
conscious and intentional feedback
and flowing with the combined super computer
(aka wisdom or lived experience)
That "intuition" is a combination of
our gut, our nerve and our core values
from many past life experiences.
As we tune into this ever increasing
and expanding repertoire of subtle layers
we hear a minute change in pitch, an inflection in a word, or an extended silence
or see a grinning eye inflection or sudden furtive glance
of feel the subtle cheek kissed wind salt cool of dusk start to rise
or sense a mother fucking get the hell out clear and present danger
We listen deeply whih means subtly with all our heightened senses
We choose, in that moment to
Run, Remove, reduce or
possibly freeze or fight.
This is our full nervous system functioning well.
We are in a fully switched on, a flow state, receptive
Alert not alarmed,
aware of all the data arriving in and on our body
This is a well toned poly vagal nerve
Our Open channel, our inner science radar
The Body,
and one very specific part of the body
Our Largest nerve,
our biggest computer chip,
our core rage
our inner values
our back catalogue of lived experiences
supplying appropraite aligned feedback
In The Now, of right Now,
on It's Super Conductor High Way.
If too much ancient gunk has fouled the flow
If Too many old shitty blockages remain in our nerve bowel
If too many penny dreadful Poor books are still on the shelves
We may not actually feel or hear or see The Current Flow
and our body, our journey, our choices, become confused or misaligned
the unconscious shite may dominate
Is that a now response of the now?
Cool, calm, measured or hot, fiery and protective,
all perfectly Ok if appropriate to the energy being currently received and felt
Or was that then, a past conditioning, a past event, a past trauma
leading my slow, staid, stuck reaction?
To have your wits about you, firing on all cylinders
To be grounded, rich and base and earthy
To have your mojo on, flowing like a river
To be floating through your day, airy, lightly and freely
To be present to your Full Range of A Subtle Self
Means You Are fully feeling
In and as and of a full spectrum life
You are an open cleansed channel
(no past shit left to throw or stick...)
that simply feels alive.
Thank you Poly vagal nerve
for opening up
for being better able to receive and serve
for discerning the ever more subtle
for coming home
for tuning in,
for flowing and trusting my gut
for letting me feel fully alive again.
If yu don't yet know and love your poly vagal
nerve
I suggest you take it out and cleanse it
give it an enema, get rid of the old shit
reconnect the pathways to Now
and start living a fresh New life
Because when
we know better
we feel better
and do better.
And life simply is Better
without yours, or someone else's
crusty welded on old script life barnacles.
Freshen up and
Give a Shit Today.
Your new poly will love youuuuu!!1