Sunday, December 29, 2019

Sunday Sessions ~ Like A Version.


Standing at the limit of an endless ocean
Stranded like a runaway, lost at sea
City on a rainy day down in the harbour
Watching as the grey clouds shadow the bay
Looking everywhere 'cause I had to find you
This is not the way that I remember it here
Anyone will tell you its a prisoner island
Hidden in the summer for a million years
Great Southern Land, burned you black
So you look into the land and it will tell you a story
Story 'bout a journey ended long ago
Listen to the motion of the wind in the mountains
Maybe you can hear them talking like I do
". . they're gonna betray you, they're gonna forget you
Are you gonna let them take you over that way . ."
Great Southern Land, Great Southern Land
You walk alone, like a primitive man
And they make it work, with sticks and bones
See their hungry eyes, its a hungry home
I hear the sound of the stranger's voices
I see their hungry eyes, their hungry eyes
Great Southern Land, Great Southern Land
They burned you black, black against the ground
Standing at the limit of an endless ocean
Stranded like a runaway, lost at sea
City on a rainy day down in the harbour
Watching as the grey clouds shadow the bay
Looking everywhere 'cause I had to find you
This is not the way that I remember it here
Anyone will tell you its a prisoner island
Hidden in the summer for a million years
Great Southern Land, in the sleeping sun
You walk alone with the ghost of time
They burned you black, black against the ground
And they make it work with rocks and sand
I hear the sound of the stranger's voices
I see their hungry eyes, their hungry eyes
Great Southern Land, Great Southern Land
You walk alone, like a primitive man
You walk alone with the ghost of time
And they burned you black
Yeah, they burned you black
Great Southern Land

Songwriters: Ivor Davies
Great Southern Land lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

Gunbalanya (also spelt Kunbarlanja, and historically referred to as Oenpelli) 
is an Aboriginal community in west Arnhem Land in the Northern Territory of Australia. 
The main language spoken in the community is Kunwinjku

This was a remote region my father worked in and loved for many years. 
It required a 10 hour flight from Sydney To Darwin 
and then a 10 hour remote dusty and slow 4WD drive to get there  
And dad was there regularly, at least 10 visits I can remember for up to a month.
As he slowly earned respect of the elders during these visits, 
he was surprised to be gifted a range of traditional tribal pieces; 
art, artefacts, didgeridoos. stone cooking implements and grinding stones, 
boomerangs, nulla nulla's, hunting clubs and spears. 
Some of these were lost or misplaced throughout the early 1960's to the mid 1970's
but some also survive as treasured memories of an exploring, wandering father 
who was passionate about people, nature, geography and geology, 
especially the ancients of this beautifully wild and remote region, 
now declared and preserved as one of the biggest indigenous reserves in the world. 
I remember on his return to our home in the "Big Smoke" (Sydney) 
sharing stories of the kind and wise indigenous people he met there, 
not to mention the bags of fresh caught, snap frozen Barramundi, 
dad brought back as well, still a favourite fish delicacy to this day. 

It really is The Great Southern Land. 
Happy dad took the time to share these stories. 
And record his adventures in A Big Family Book. 
Which I might re read one day. 
Thank you Dad, for leaving me with your mantra. 

"I wonder what's over the next hill?"


footnote:
(RIO TINTO is the parent company of
Energy Resources of Australia (ERA) who have reinforced its plan for the
closure and rehabilitation of the Ranger uranium mine
near Jabiru in the Northern Territory.
After more than 35 years of uranium mining at Ranger,
ERA is required to cease mining and processing activities by January 2021,
with rehabilitation to be completed by January 2026.)

Dad was one of Australia's leading Uranium exploration geologists. 
He was in West Arnhem Land for his employer,
RIO TINTO to seek new mining leases and sign deals with indigenous owners.
He managed Australia's first uranium mine at Mary Kathleen,
a remote mining town between Cloncurry and Mount Isa
in Queensland in the late 1950's.
(Mum baked PM Bob Menzies scones when he came to officially open the mine,
he didn't like them, mum couldn't bake scones for love nor money.
Never tried again, after she almost choked the Prime Minister, she reckons...)

Growing up, I associated Nuclear power with WW2 Hiroshima.
And ICBM's with nuclear warheads.
Despite dad's fervent lectures to the contrary..
"Half life dad, half life" was all I replied.
(referring to how long nuclear waste tailings
remain dangerously radio active)

As I grew older, 
I strongly disagreed with both fossils fuels and Uranium mining
the two areas of exploration work my father specialised in.
I joined the fledgling Nuclear Disarmament Party  (NDP) in 1981 to piss dad off.
Which it did. Supremely.
The damming of the pristine Tasmanian wilderness Franklin River in 1983 for hydro power
was another political/progress/environment division between dad and I
Luckily the dam never went ahead as the Federal govt changed over this issue amongst many others.
And then I joined The Greens, this time because
I was passionate about environmental protection. Not pissing dad off. 
Although it did, but by then it didn't matter as I was over 18.

So that tension remained for quite some time.
Especially because in his heart dad was a simple nature lover, bush walks, rivers and forests,
but economic growth and stock trading and business was his work world.
And he was entitled to that view. Myopic, entitled and indulgent actually. 
It just wasn't my world and it still isn't. 

Saturday, December 28, 2019

Truth Is Not Spiritual. It is Truth.



by Tony Searl

"Truth is not spiritual.
It is Truth,
Truth, Once established, it cannot be negated.
That is freedom
That is messy imperfection
That is Being Human.
That is infinite space,
that is attuned to True Nature, inner and outer.
That is sovereignty of Trust. Core valued.
My journey is pathless, no one else's.
Thank mentors and lead learners who stay in their lane,
sharing generously. Humble, imperfect and directly simple.
Innocent wholeness before the myth of separation.
Love all, trust in divine magic and dark mystery.
Let sadness Be. Let Joy Be.
Let It In, feel life energy in motion (e-motion) fully
Let it Be, exactly as it is without judgement. It is all ok.
Let it Go. Allow, Shift happens and grow.
Concurrently feel and hold life's paradox, as more calm centred space is created. 

Remove more barnacles daily.
Energy is Transient and flowing,
integrate the dark as it rises, allow and accept your New Skin.
That is Being Human. Not spiritual.
That is messy real and authentic.
That is sitting with uncertainty.
I may Be dead next breath, so don't wait. Ever.
Love more, ridiculously more.
That is Human Being, Not spiritual.
Remain Imperfect and open, learning each minute minute as 
everyone has something to teach us. 
If we listen. 


True Nature, each breath. 
Grounded Core Valued.
Higher good witnessed.
Thank you life. Full spectrum and spiral.
Embrace it, let the armour fall. Surrender to more.
Get out of my own way. Kind and aligned, daily, right now.
Laugh more. Take The Piss and Laugh At My Self, more.
Live it, breathe, it, flow it, Be It.
Deep gratitude to those who matter, more.
That is Being,
To Be or Not To Be? Fully alive? Shifting dimensions?
Spiralling? Full spectrum? Bat shit passionate?
For life?
And imperfectly humbly, graciously, human?



Angel and Eli's and Teddy's Big Day Out
"Brooklyn, Brooklyn Take Me In" 



If there is still a problem, I am it. 

Radical response, ability

Radical accountability.

Just Own It.

Hold it, lightly. 

With compassion and forgiveness foremost. 

And let others do exactly the same. 

Be The Gracious container, The Sacred Tender Mirror. 

Serve and Love without conditions.

Or past unconscious conditioning. 

Simple, not easy. 

Until It is.

by Tony Searl 
Xxx

Lived Experience. Be Kind. Take No Shit.

The full spectrum of life energy, vitality, aligns when one fully releases all patterns of conditioning through forgiveness.
It’s not just about forgiving others, forgiveness is for the self that could not feel, know or sense what was in front of it due to a wall of once needed emotional armour, a past lack of sensuality and sensitivity with life, "back in the day". These innate "choices" may have once kept me safe from predators, evil, emotional abuse and all forms of neglect and violence, no matter how subtle.

Usually any conditioning came from from family of origin or close circles. It is common and unique to each individual. We all have layers of conditioning hiding the core absolute Truth. Or love. Without conditions. 
Embrace, accept, allow the messy rise of the path home, before any fragmentation and separation which was once, many moons ago, designed to keep you safe and alive. 

But That was Then, This Is Now.  Providing we do our work. 

Thank others sincerely for the experience of what grace is not and calibrate to the bandwidth of informed, conscious choice. Thank everyone for helping you. Be grateful for it all. 

Now I know better, I do better. 
Messy imperfect human style, not some mystical spiritual bypass style.
Or perfectionism, OCD, anxious/depressed, or people pleasing.
All "labels" I've lived through or been diagnosed with. Gladly. 
Medicated, over medicated too, Mostly to keep me alive. At different points of the journey. 

So having shifted and travelled back to "life" (literally) through the full range of still limited mythological concepts, psychological mind phrases or therapy of relative stepping stones, I see and sense the deep dark hole I once was existing in. 
All needed, all wonder full. All necessary. 
Just not where I am now heading.
By design and choice. No rush, all Ok. If it does, great. If it doesn't great. 

The early small fruits of my once limited seeds are for relativity to consume. 

Do not choose the poisoned apple, do not keep rotten fruit, even if only bruised on the surface and consume them as your own. 

In our community garden, I now have a wider choice. I can tend my own organic patch and grow my own. Do my own work. Interdependent in an aligned vital community who share in earth's juicy sweet abundance.  I love growing avocados, my business partner tomatoes. Shen bananas and Sally potatoes.  Other's nuts... Let's share in the abundance.  

If my kindness, trust and care were once exploited, I call it out now, and return to a sacred container, reflect, take responsibility, ownership and release any intrusion of the experience. Strong core means boundaries are obsolete as No Thing wavers you from that rock solid foundation, self knowledge. 
Then we cycle like nature, possibly hibernate through winter, and spring with resilience and more wisdom than what was available before the experience. Repeat, ad infinite. 

I know how to discern shape shifting tricksters, energy vampires, before they speak. 
Their energy announces them well before their words. 
Until any new attempts to unhinge my absolute sovereignty, for now I am wiser for the actions contained deep in a core sacred space within. Cellular Lived experience, life's most splendid gift. 

Wednesday, December 25, 2019

Merry Christmas, Love.




I close my eyes remembering Christmases past. Friends and family long gone. Peace and pain. Love and loss. Eyes open, and I feel the warmth of the blessings of the present. I breathe deep a hope, always hope, for the future. Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night.

Saturday, December 21, 2019

Co-Create A Divine Future



Softly. Ever So The Strength



Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.


W B Yeats

Let Go and Let God



Truth
Once confirmed, 
cannot Be negated. 

"David was always Home"
Michelangelo

"From Love, Not for love"
Muse

Surrender, Lose control,
take action, And Rise Up. 

"How old is silence?"
Yet to Be?
May Be Never?
Unanswerable?

The eternal infinite
Unresolved, Uncertain, 
full mystery, pure magic, 
And That Leap of Faith 
is More than Ok.

Sit with it, marinate, baste,
Be Ok with Not Knowing, 
For that is where the Truth 
of a gentle open heart 
grows and resides.

Let Go and Let God.
When You Know Your Truth,
Abide in The Self.

#atmavidya

Friday, December 20, 2019

"Scott Morrison's Fires", Never Let Him Forget.

Thursday, December 19, 2019

Spiral or Circle?

Soar eagle a summit view,
rise with morning star
warm glider seas silent
as gentle, invisible zephyr
spirals more life into
my still power, full wings.
Spiral shifts dimensions
Spiral rises
Spiral falls
Spiral flows, aware,
Absolutely undecided,
spontaneous and open

Spiral Unlike
Close Cousin Circle,
A Certain Shape is Circle
a never ending story
a broken record looping like
race track
round and round and round we go
again and again and again
looking searching seeking
for that perfect lap
compete, race, push harder
on fast razors edge 
life looping on repeats
closed pretty perfect made up pattern,
identical mechanical until The Crash
a burn out once allowed
But only when a hollow
chequered victory
is garland and secured.

So What's It To Be or Not To Be?
Life Spiral or Circle Patterns?
Surrender nature or race to finish?
Climb higher flow lower or one fixed dimension?
Journey freely or busy perfecting?

My shape shifting spiral is of my freely beating heart
With every breath, gifts rise and fall as lungs of an eagle expand and soar. 

Trust The Wisdom Of The Ages.


#Sydney  #barringtoncoast #beauty #sailaway #Thankyou


Stand In Our Power
Honour Our Truth,

Always
Hold Space For Our Self 
First.

Create Daily, Rise,
Each Ocean crest swollen, 
Respect Our True Nature,
Unique, Be Our Best.

Free Flow as we Lean into life, 
face stung in azure salt spray.
Lean into Silence in our Joy of Each Wave,
We cannot create inner stillness,
we simply witness, our new tidal sways. 
Thank you Ros Mc

"Pay attention, Be astonished, tell about it"
Mary Oliver

Wednesday, December 18, 2019

Interdependent Learning.

Casual Sex is Anything But.

And then this beautiful reply/comment from Stasia Bliss

"Gregory Noack, thank you, yes. The intimate heart penetration cannot be denied. Even if a woman wanted to try to have casual sex, in the end, the heart aches because she knows she betrayed what she truly craved, and that is love, acceptance, Divine Union, connection. I have told myself in the past that I was good with casual sex just so I could approach intimate connections, and feel touched, telling myself it was adoration at least, when it was not. Only temporary physical gratification. 

Once I chose to respect myself, my body, my heart, sex became what it truly is- a portal to divinity. And I would rather never have sex again than have “casual” sexual interactions. The deepness of what sex is has never been taught, we seek it out, to understand and find this tantric explanation because we know it at our core. 

The heart is what is really craving the penetration, I believe it is true in men too, though they may deny or explain away. To open to the divine heart connection possible with sex, to merge body and soul with another is transcendent. It is holy. It is the most powerful thing we do as humans and our misunderstanding and misuse of it equates to the world we see today.
Thank you for this 🙏💕"

More insights offered from Karma Ramey Daigle

"From the perspective of Eastern Tantra, the heart and pelvis are intrinsically linked. This is the same for all bodies. So... as you blend your energies in Union so do you mix vibrations from these centers. Any assumption that you can blend energies and not have a change (delta) of your heart and your sacral energy is mostly wishful thinking. Even if each of you are desensitized to your own energy fields it doesn’t mean the change hasn’t occurred.
There are other ways to explain it. But the simplest way would be to say we all have energetic softness which are open to the penetration of others. When we are aware and in tune with these sacred soft spots we treat them with reverence.
Sometimes this reverence comes after we are aware of a lack thereof.
My hope is that we each awaken to our energy and treat it with the reverence it deserves.
We are sacred beings and love is our language.
Doubt this is true?
See: Newborn babies, couples in love, and the elderly.
If you can’t feel that vibration in those human examples, then it’s time for recalibration." 

and also from Jacqueline L Robinson 

"Yes. Thank you for the invitation, Gregory Noack - and for the beauty and richness of content you share. xx
Penetration of her vagina is penetration her heart. Absolutely yes. When a woman opens her legs, she is offering herself, submitting herself to that man's energy. Softening her Everything in anticipation and welcoming of his hardness. There is a beautiful and sacred meeting that penetrates all the way through her being, but especially piercing her heart. The feminine center is her womb - but it's her heart that expands and opens into radiance and the highest frequencies of (holy) love. She IS the essence of love made manifest in human form.
A woman's vagina is so much more than her sex. It's her pathway to ecstasy - which is amplified by heart energy. When she is penetrated, by his cock, by his Presence, by his desire for her - she feels it in the entirety of her being.
Additionally - her breasts are the heart's gateway - sensitive points of pleasure that activate and open her heart energy and radiance. When you touch, taste and love on her breasts - you are reaching into the depths of her heart.
There really is no such thing as 'casual sex' - even when both parties feel it as such. On the energetic levels - so much more is happening. 🍯💎"


Thank you all for a long overdue more open discussion around these energies.
And any implications with more conscious relating and energetic clarity, moving forward.  
Much love, deep respect for all that you share. 

Saturday, December 14, 2019

Tiny Dancer

sea soar
the tiny dancer
pirouetting end less lee
school girl enpointe turns
tippy towed On Egg Shells
cracked, crushed, face facade
sold by The See, sure?

Entitled white a
Little girl grows
as waves crash
Her whole filled
success force
huffs and puffs
with Values
she never knew
as she was had
Buy Ego


The Rivers of Wilderness Road


Wind down the windows, turn up the silence,
tranquillity, nature, culture and the great outdoors.
Such natural beauty in graceful movements
Be This Flow, Tear drops, Full Shape of Water.

We came to dance, we come in joy,  
With laughter, love, road trips and coffee!
So grateful for our freedom to explore 
Our Earth, Our Home, Our True Nature's.  






Wednesday, December 11, 2019

Hark

Hark!

The Zoo!

The Zoo, earth angels
visit wild bare
The unfed feral
clutching, clawing, feeding
off buzzard bones, The Brochure,
drowning, not waving,
as vampires dive, The Dumpster,
conspicuous consumption,
drive fangs to juicy cash cow plastic
 jugulars,

Ah the zoo,
(Ah all credit to them)
That Zoo,
Debt, don't doubt it,

 life's,
Busy see
 urchins all in a roe
Red Ledger Sails
In The Christ Mass Gaudy bauble returned sales Boxing Daze selfie
 Sunset.


Tuesday, December 10, 2019

Receptive Crescendo, Feminine, Fierce and Wild.



"Hieros Gamos IS Sacred Union in its purest essence.  
The masculine/feminine communion begins within, 
deepening your power to create, 
to expand into a consciousness of 
Holy Love and sacred Presence."

by Jacqueline L Robinson 

"Some aspects of the feminine have become imprinted so deeply with 
a protective barrier of ‘no’ around her 
sensuality, her vulnerability, her softness...
Her feminine essence...

She is often still disconnected from the absolute and utter potency 
of her deeply activated and embodied YES.

Discernment softens hardcore protection.
Submission dissolves embittered rejection.
Devotion purifies repetitive abandonment.

Know your YES.


Utter
Kiss
Caress



MAGNETISE it with every inch of your being.
When a woman is carrying trauma 
and has taken on a need to wall and protect herself ‘from the masculine’ 
her no has been hardened and doesn’t necessarily touch that highest feminine essence. 
Those layers need to be cleared, her energy purified
(through immersion into her self, her holy - through initiation and healing)
 for her to touch and connect to the sacred truth and true expression of her no." 


Jacqueline's studies in mysticism include;

Caroline Myss 
"The act of surrender is a statement that says, 
“I allow the Divine to make investments  according to a wisdom greater than my own.”

Andrew Harvey;
"Sacred Activism is a transforming force of compassion-in-action that is born of a fusion of deep spiritual knowledge, courage, love, and passion, with wise radical action in the world. The large-scale practice of Sacred Activism can become an essential force for preserving and healing the planet and its inhabitants."

The Chartres school was a centre for healing, arts, the honouring of the earth and the Divine Feminine Principle, as well as for the use of alchemy as a tool for personal transformation, and for the revolutionary perspectives of world citizenship and inter-connectedness.


JUST. SAY. YES. To More Life

Fire ~ Purifies ~ Sacred ~ Divine ~ Holy


Monday, December 09, 2019

Truth NEVER Changes. Absolutely

"Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt that the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love"

William Shakespeare

"I will never give up"

(on me) and (on you)


#atmavidya #hierosgamos #luceatluxvestra 

Nature Inner Outer
Truth

Faith Grace Kind 
Aligned


Moksha Soul Whole  

Love Has 
Won


“When you go out into the woods and you look at trees, 
you see all these different trees. 
And some of them are bent, and some of them are straight, 
and some of them are evergreens,
 and some of them are whatever. 

And you look at the tree and you allow it. 
You appreciate it.
You see why it is the way it is. 

You sort of understand that it didn’t get enough light, 
and so it turned that way. 
And you don’t get all emotional about it. 
You just allow it. 
You appreciate the tree.

The minute you get near humans, you lose all that. 
And you are constantly saying 
“You’re too this, or I’m too this” 
That judging mind comes in.
And so I practise turning people into trees. 
Which means appreciating them just the way they are.”

Ram Dass

Love Has Won
There is no separation
I will never give up
Some things never change

Friday, December 06, 2019

Old Skool

It's amusing knowing when
they don't know you know
a supposedly cryptic
silent metaphor
of an over
share,

Some times
You Play The Fool
To Fool The Fools
Moving forward
Love Is All
There Is.

No reason
No predication
No premeditation
No logic
Not based on reciprocation
Or Reception Or Mutuality
Or Need or greed or even
Growth

It simply is.
Truth, absolute
Irreversible and
spreading like wild fire

Thank you
linger longers
The Loud Radio Tuners
No Thing New

The settling continues
The Old Daze continue
The wheel turns again
Pretty Patterns Scene as
No news is always good news
(except when it isn't)

Love is all
Thanks for
The Old Old skool
Reminders

Maria Palumbo

"I am bored with your shiny white goddesses
with bodies the width of a rope
attractive ones with flowing hair and hands
folded in prayer across the heart
to let us know they are spiritual and good and powerful
they go without the hunger that keeps the body awake.

They tell me what to eat
what to think, what to hate
a new exhausting fad in the name of consciousness.
Adorned with prayer beads and witchy mantras.
I feel empty in my body when I watch the spectacle.

That having the right guru outfit
and the next spiritual trip is what it is about.

These goddesses lead us down the rabbit hole
of some symbol, some ritual,
some other thing we should do
to let us know who we are.

You tell me to trust the Universe,
meaning sit around on my arse
or create a new vision board and
stuff a crystal in my bra
and I'm good to go.
I want the responsibility of my life.
I do not to hand it over to a horoscope,
a psychic.

I want to be messy and yearn
and feel what it is to be in relationship
that yearns right back.
I want to lick the goddamn whipped cream
that may or may not be vegan off my fingers.
I want to suck the marrow out of life and
feel it suck right back.
I want to feel the rain on my skin and
not package it into a pretty spiritual picture.
I want to knock down my walls
one by one until i can only see
myself staring right back."

~Maria Palumbo



"Holy Fuck Batman, Australia IS Burning In Hell..." Like It's 1984....



"Conventionality is not morality; 
self-righteousness is not religion. 
To attack the first is not to assail the last." 

Charlotte Brontë 1847

Scott Morrison Prime Minister 
#auspol  #libspill #now #FFS 

Wednesday, December 04, 2019

Learning Tower of PISA....


After work, I shall return to rant further 

Who's Coming Down Your Chimney? HoHoHo



The other night, when out to dinner,
We laughed with The Honest Mr 5 or 6 (or so)
who paid our table a visit. 
Christmas talk naturally came up
with he and his sweet friends
who milled eagerly around.

He said he checked Santa's "naughty" list EVERY night
And He Was (still) On It!

My how he made my heart swell. 
Such a sweet Cheeky Cherub who might be testing limits.... 
He was fully alive and present, having fun and in the moment.
How we loved his energy, smiling gently, confident and LOUD! 

I do hope Santa visits
I'm sure he will, 
as mum came and gently shepherded Him away. 
"One foot in front of the other". 


I Love Christmas. 

Tuesday, December 03, 2019

Eternal

that which only hands
have touched,
temple, legacy, minds and such
have long since perished.
slowly the fires of life turn all
that to black dust.

However,
as your heart touches hearts
cherished, cared for, kind and aligned,
only this love lives longer
than us.

~ life

by Tony Searl

Monday, December 02, 2019

Always Look On The Bright Side of Life

Channel canal
Colonel Kernel
Weight Wait
Straight Strait

Shift Shift
Sky happens
sale farst, Pop Corn
buttered best

Klink and Shultz
Kraut Hogan's Tunnel
Escape? Beyond?
Prison laughing lines.

Why weight?
Canals channel, dig!
Strait To An Island
Home. See Straight...

Mirth and Frank
Condense The Whey
Sweet Spider, a
Golden Brown

He's knot
The Messiah
Just A Very Nought
He Buoy


So Be

Please do not pay
Your Weigh
Dark unhealed
thigh diamonds.

Please do not see
Kindness as your
Play Thing, Your
Rite of Birth.

Please create daily juice,
fresh squeezed New Space,
sky vast, pip squeak allowance,
It Is All Ok, no violence. 

Please do not pretend to lie
You Do Not Remember?
Dream, perchance, a Grace?,
The Quality of Mercy.

Yes, me, you, we.
Humane, Humanity.
No them or others
Earth knows Us, So Be.

Saturday, November 30, 2019

Love Has No Opposite.

"In close relationships, it is important to emphasise a secure attachment bond and the co-regulation of emotional activation. Practising kindness toward our partners, listening to what is alive for them, caring for their suffering, and holding them during difficult times. Allowing them to matter, taking the risk to share our own vulnerability, and prioritising connection.

It is also essential to be on the lookout for unhealthy fusion, honouring the reality that we are not only connected, but also separate. Any secure attachment must include healthy differentiation, where at times the most skilful activity will be to enact firm boundaries, actively assert our independence and needs, and be willing to disappoint others.

While the concept of oneness is alluring, true oneness does not exist without embodiment to multiplicity or without a radical embrace of the chaos, contradiction, and darker revelations of the spectrum of love. 

The wise navigation of opposites – staying within the complex and unresolvable tension between them – is an act of profound compassion.

Healthy intimacy is not the same as emotional fusion. 

Those called to relationship as path must make this discernment in the fire of their own experience and stay committed to working with the contradictions as they arise.

Yes, we can speak about our oneness with all of life, 
but we are also separate, 
each with our own unique histories, 
ways of organising our experience, 
and distinctive core vulnerabilities. 

To dissolve these differences into some homogenised spiritual middle "equanimity" does not honour the sacredness of form.

If we do not consciously explore the reality of our separateness, it will inevitably express itself in less than conscious ways, unleashing our unmetabolised shadows into the relational field. Like all work of depth, this art evolves slowly, as it marinates in the alchemical vessel of the body.

May we be kind to our partners as we navigate this territory together, honouring the vehicle of intimacy as one of the most transformative, sacred, and challenging that we have in our modern world." 

Thank you Matt Licata


Friday, November 29, 2019

I 💗 This Story, To.

💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

A bedtime story, for adults.

“Tell me again what happened after the fires burnt all the forests all over the world and the koala bears all died, Granny.”

“Well, my lovely, it was a turning point, that moment. We woke up to the news that koalas were nearly all gone and something in us snapped. It was bad up to then. Really, really, really bad. All the big forests of the world were on fire. The arctic was melting really fast and it felt like people were at war with everything else on Earth. We didn’t have forests full of deer. You couldn’t drink the water in the rivers. We still had that beautiful bird with the big curved beak, the curlew, here but there were hardly any left. All the birds and insects were dying. In those days, you could pick up a rock and not find a single worm or beetle underneath.


But we were pretending it wasn’t real. People found it really hard to imagine the Earth could really be dying. We were still going to work like we always had and flying around the world in planes that ran on oil. The food in our shops was all flown in from other countries in the south and everything was wrapped in a kind of paper that was made of oil instead of hemp. And the oil was used for everything! The oceans were full of plastic - more plastic than fish. And it was really filthy to move around. It kept spilling and killing all the seabirds and fish. And there were some people who had billions of dollars in money and lots of houses, and others who had to sleep on the street in a sleeping bag.

But we had ‘the government’ making all the important decisions for everyone in the country, instead of all of us making agreements and everyone getting a say. And they were listening to the people who wanted to make lots of money instead of listening to the koalas and the curlews and the ocean-dwelling creatures. They had lost their way.

But that day, when we woke up to the news that the koalas were nearly all burned...that was November 2019...and something changed that day. You know Patrick and Aaron and Leo and Eoin and your auntie Ciara - they were already up to their eyes in the rebellion. All the neighbours here had joined too and your mum and thousands of school kids had been going on strike. There were quite a lot of us around the world already - hundreds of thousands of people - standing up against this knowing destruction and trying to work out how to disrupt the destructive systems. But there weren’t enough of us.

That day in 2019, everybody just snapped. The news sank in. They finally believed we really were killing everything - the whole Earth. They could imagine the end now. They pictured their own children having to live through the death of everyone and everything, and they snapped. Lots of people just sobbed that day. I couldn’t get out of bed, I was sobbing so hard.

And then I decided to write a different story. Lots of us did. We wrote the story of the world with a different ending, the future we wanted to give our children - your mum and your auntie Ciara. We wrote through our tears.

And it worked. Somehow everything started to change that day. Gradually all our friends and family joined us in rebelling, and all their friends and family.

By the middle of 2020, we had more than 150,000 people here doing their bit and working together to disrupt the systems that were stealing our children’s future, their air, their drinking water, their food supply.

And we kind of reached a tipping point. A positive and hopefilled one this time. There were so many of us round the world rebelling against the killing of the Earth, that we became unstoppable. And our culture changed.

Christmas 2019 was a strange one. People weren’t embarassed to talk about how sad they were at how broken our Earth was. They cried in public about it. They got together with their friends and families and talked about the paralysing fear they were feeling, and their terror at what their children and their nieces and nephews might witness, about how much they loved foxes and bees and oak trees and the ocean. They cried together and held eachother. Then they held big brainstorming parties to work out how they could get in the way of the destruction. They joined the rebellion.

That happened all over the world. People just stopped letting the ‘government’ and all the big corporations destroy everything. They took away their support and they got in the way. The governments and corporations fought back, but it was too late. People were willing to do anything to protect the Earth and give the children a future. They were willing to go without everything they had had up to then if it was damaging the world to make it. They were willing to stand up to the people destroying the Earth, to go to where the destruction was happening and to get in the way and say ‘No more!’ Some people were willing to lay down their lives.

By the end of 2020, because there were so many of us now, the people started making the decisions themselves. They looked at how ecovillages had made decisions since the 1980s. Sociocracy - everyone had a voice.

In the new systems we set up, people didn’t buy food, clothes and cars made by slave wages in the south. They bought food from the farmer who lived near them instead and clothes made by their neighbour from wool and linen. People used to have a car each back then and some people had several computers each. We all had a mobile phone each and we carried it around with us. We started sharing all those things instead. It meant that we couldn’t rely on talking to each other on the internet anymore but most people really liked going back to talking to their friends and family face to face.

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The people in the south of the Earth had no money and even less power in the old system but they had really strong community they could rely on because of that. People up here in the north learned a lot from them about how to support one another in smaller communities. That was when we stopped letting people be hungry or homeless just because they didn’t have enough money. In the old days, people used to buy whatever they needed in a shop. But you couldn’t depend on money anymore after the banks and corporations and governments collapsed - it wasn’t the big important thing it had been and people started sharing whatever they had, knowing they needed their neighbours now.

And nature started to recover as soon as the big oil and coal corporations were gone. Without oil there were no chemicals to kill wild plants and insects, and much less acid rain and greenhouse gases. They didn’t have fuel to run the big destructive machines that they used to chop down rainforests and catch every single fish in the ocean. The forests started to rewild where corporations abandoned them and tribes could move back in. The coral reefs had been turning white and dying up to then because of the acid in the ocean, but with so much of the ocean being left alone to rewild, everything found a balance again.

People had kind of lost faith in the religions they’d had. They were mostly worshipping money in those days. Christmas and birthdays were about what you bought. But when money got really scarce, most people realised they still believed in nature and they could still feel awe watching a sunset, at the birth of a baby, at forest waterfalls, at murmurations of starlings. We started to live our lives around nature and protect it as a sacred thing.

And that’s why we have this world today, my lovely granddaughter who I never thought I’d see! That’s the story of how we got in the way of the destructive people and out of the way of nature. And that’s why you can see whales and dolphins in the ocean when we go to Trá Bhán for our holidays. That’s why we have curlews on the lake, deer in the woods, and kestrels and owls in the trees round the farm. It’s the story of how the rainforests slowly recovered and a third of the world rewilded. It’s why we have you.”


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Thursday, November 28, 2019

How Wonder Full Is Life? If You Choose To Create The Humble Space....


“Awakening is not a path for the faint of heart.💚
You will be humbled. Oh yes. Brought to your knees. Many, many times.
What you thought you knew will occasionally dissolve into nothingness.
Your most brilliant insights, your astonishing expertise, your life’s work, it can all crumble to the ground.
Sometimes without warning.
You will be asked to begin again, and again, and again.
And again.
(Did I say, this is not a path for the faint of heart?)
Oh yes, you will touch the bliss and joy of existence, for sure!
You will laugh at the simplicity of things, some days, of course!
But you will also be asked to confront your deepest fears, face the darkness and the night within, go to the places where the unloved creatures dwell.
You will step into pockets of grief you never knew were there.
You will cry a billion tears for the lost and abandoned children, within and without.
You will rage to the sky, to your parents, to all the teachers who failed you, to the lies you were fed, to the ones who never showed up when you needed them the most.
You will tremble with fear some days.
Some days the ground will open up and swallow you and spit you back out.
Sometimes you will think you’ve reached the end of the path, and then you will find yourself back at the damn beginning.
Sometimes you will feel like giving up.
Sometimes you will feel like you’ve made no progress at all.
Sometimes you will curse the day you started out on this journey.
But you are healing.”

~Jeff Foster

Monday, November 25, 2019

Choose Which One Are We?


Pray tell ...
Please do you ever
con

fuse
The Two
Or Their Order?

If
In Loving
First

I Am ...
Love;

"Sacred Union of Self
Return Of The Divine Within
First Heart Opens Beyond Desire, Need or Reason
Mind, Body, Soul Discerns, aligns and grows
Hieros Gamos, atma vidya, luceat lux vestra,
Marry Whole Self then Shine Your Light
then share juicy tender sensual care or fierce wild animal natures
love leads intention; clarity, passion and deep connection
Come higher still, slow dance; The Kitchen, The Bedroom, The Roof,
where ever The Fuck You Care
Two Choose
Love does not much care ....
about things as petty as venue.... "



If
In Loving
First

I Am ...
Sex;


"Convenience,
practical, eventually hollow, TTWWADI,
A Mechanical Projected Stress Release of an Expected Routine Chore
Absorbing each other's Unconscious Unhealed Pains,
go through The Life Less Motions
such soulless energy, a cancerous boredom,
exchanged



Confuse The Two?
Many do.
We May all
From time two time...
Love and Sex?
Sex or Love?
Love with sex?
Sex no love?

Some will tell you that fear is the opposite of love.
And in this the somatic war begins.
As love has no opposite.
Love is like sky
Love is whole and without division
Love is infinite and vast
Love is the field in which all other forms come and go, 

Soul Love
Choiceless
Chooses
Uncommon Bonds
A Feeling
A Knowing
A Shining
Intensely simple so direct
Beyond reason, words or any logic
An irreversible Truth
You Know and I Know That You Know.

In loving
{first}
I Am...
Love




“Love has to spring spontaneously from within;
it is in no way amenable to any form of inner or outer force.
Love and coercion can never go together;
but while love cannot be forced upon anyone,
it can be awakened through love itself.
Love is essentially self-communicative;
those who do not have it catch it from those who have it.
Those who receive love from others cannot be its recipients without
giving a response that, in itself, is the nature of love.
True love is unconquerable and irresistible.
It goes on gathering power and spreading itself until
eventually it transforms everyone it touches.
Humanity will attain a new mode of being and life through
the free and unhampered interplay of pure love from heart to heart.”
by Meher Baba

Friday, November 22, 2019

Deal

lightening strikes
clouds burst
thunder claps
rain, drops
snow, flakes
dew, settles
rivers, run
water, falls
storm, passes
ocean, deep
water cycles,
sky remains.

"wax on, wax off"
shift happens

"Do You Feel Lucky, punk?"
Yes, Sir!

"Can't Handle The Truth?"
FFS, It's Only The Weather;

Life Sky Vast
Cards dealt,
Deal.

Be Both

eagle soars solo
life rises, warm,
majestic eddy.
steady, eye view.

pigeon flutters
pecks pieces
near people,
sweet statue crumb
sat, shat, splat.

Be Both
Birds, Beauty,
Full Nature.


Kingsford Smith

Life, parachute,
weave, wove, from
mosaic shards
patched barbs
codes broken.

Life, RIPs cord
heart silk opens, 
a soft bloody
landing,
earth pleased.

Thursday, November 21, 2019

Life Cycles

so peddles like pistons

passed like a rush

racing home

lycra stretching tight cleats

speaking, spokes

spinning, not yarns,


we crossed The Line, finished,

tape lifted, we shifted

the cheque, a flag


No petrol cars, no motored

bikes, just human sweat, sweet

sweat, such a sweet feat.


as road rides up, mountain leaves,

the funnel once lit, now darkens

as nature sees new ridge of trees

out of hard wood, balsa birch lights,

she came soaring, a wise child, sharing,

thoughts pro, found.

exclaimed The Shining

Spoke The Wheel, Get On Your Bikes

she turned and uttered, slowly;


"not crazy, just in sane ways
I see far, a hell hot horizon
grows, burning worlds
whilst he and he and he
(pointing pointedly at peloton masters)
all sit so merrily, adding adding offset
carbon frames to Our Life Cycle Flames"


An Invitation To Consider This Story. If You Dare Unlearn The Patterns.

Burton guides the reader to unlearn, rediscover, and return to wholeness. 
It is a journey out of Plato’s cave…

The International Review of Books

"Sharpen your mind, reframe your perspectives, and unleash your full human potential

RD Laing presented madness as a voyage of discovery that could open out onto a free state of higher consciousness, or hypersanity. But if there is such a thing as hypersanity, then mere sanity is not all it’s cracked up to be, a state of dormancy and dullness with less vital potential even than madness. We could all go mad, in a way we already are, minus the promise. But what if there was another route to hypersanity, one which, compared to madness, was less fearsome, less dangerous, and less damaging? What if, as well as a backdoor way, there was also a royal road strewn with petals and sprayed with perfume?


This is a book about thinking, which, astonishingly, is barely taught in formal education. Our culture mostly equates thinking with logical reasoning, and the first few chapters examine logic, reason, their forms, and their flaws, starting with the basics of argumentation. But thinking is also about much more than logical reasoning, and so the book broadens out to examine concepts such as intelligence, knowledge, and truth, and alternative forms of cognition that our culture tends to overlook and underplay, including intuition, emotion, and imagination.


If Hypersanity fails to live up to its tall promise, it should at least make you into a better thinker. And so you can approach the book as an opportunity to hone your thinking skills, which, in the end, are going to be far more important to your impact and well being than any facts that you could ever learn. As BF Skinner once put it, ‘Education is what survives when what has been learnt has been forgotten.’

Hypersanity: Thinking Beyond Thinking digs deeper into our thinking patterns and processing. 
Neel Burton challenges our reasoning and how we come to conclusions. He includes examples that allows you to test the theories he presents and explains how faulty the general public as they come up with conclusions that are off the wall and not even relevant.

Neel Burton begins with simple explanations and builds to deeper thoughts and methods. Hypersanity: Thinking Beyond Thinking is for those who desire a more profound concept of life. 
His ideas are not what you would hear from an average author, his work is definitely above average. I did not understand everything he discussed in his book, though he presented his theories with a precise explanation. My favorite chapter was on fallacies. I will look deeper into how I read the news and the agenda they are pushing though they don’t line up with the facts
Burton guides the reader to unlearn, rediscover, and return to wholeness. It is a journey out of Plato’s cave…

—The International Review of Books


Kirkus Review ~ A guide focuses on the factors that influence human thought patterns.

"Neel Burton (For Better or Worse, 2017, etc.), a British psychiatrist, borrows the manual’s title from a 1967 R.D. Laing book; the term referred to a breakthrough to higher consciousness. To live up to their “full human potential,” Burton insists that people must avoid common pitfalls in reasoning and recognize where prejudice or false beliefs might be holding them back. He starts by exploring the types of fallacies often found in arguments, illustrating them with quotations from high-profile politicians such as President Donald Trump. A set of 10 questions designed to be comparable to the Thinking Skills Assessment (administered to would-be students of philosophy, politics, and economics at Oxford University) is particularly illuminating. Though these seem like straightforward logic problems, even sharp thinkers may struggle to score above 50%. The book’s other topics include intelligence, types of memory, rhetorical techniques, truth versus “fake news,” intuition, wisdom, and more. Cognitive bias and hallucinations are cited as instances of people’s brains tricking them into making poor judgements. 

The author’s frame of reference is wide, ranging from the ancient Greeks to current events, and he gives plenty of examples. He makes intriguing, if slightly off-topic, observations about what a language’s grammar indicates about it: for instance, French tends to repeat personal pronouns, which Burton suggests might be a sign of egocentrism. “Our language reflects and at the same time shapes our thoughts and, ultimately, our culture,” he asserts. Certain sections seem to have less obvious relevance, such as a discussion of snobbery and a chapter on music, and the overall structure is fairly arbitrary. It feels as if pieces of various, vaguely familiar books—by the likes of Daniel Kahneman and Oliver Sacks—have been recombined. By contrast, the most useful parts offer practical advice: 10 ways to improve the memory (for example, by involving the senses or making mnemonic devices) and seven tips for being open to inspiration (including waking up without an alarm clock and breaking free of routines).

A well-researched and helpful, if slightly jumbled, tour through the brain’s workings."