"The great paradox of consciousness is that it constitutes both our entire experience of reality and our blindfold to reality as it really is. Forever trapped within it, we mistake our concepts of things for the things themselves, our theories for the universe, continually seeing the world not as it is but as we are. The supreme frontier of human freedom may be the ability to accept that something exists beyond understanding, that understanding is a machination of the mind and not a mirror of the world — that the world simply is, and our consciousness is a participant in its being but not a creator of it."
Sunday, April 30, 2023
Curiosity & Consciousness.
Saturday, April 29, 2023
Create
Know who you are
Know what you DON’T want
Know what you deserve and
Do not settle for less!
Ever so simple To Be.
Thank you life lovers
How Many Different Ways Can I Say, "I Love You" Life!
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| Grief Grows and Deepens as A Love Without Reason Remains |
Friday, April 28, 2023
True Nature Where Nothing Is Excluded In One Universe.
Relax, nothing is under control...
"Already captured, mesmerised by the Truth, as a captive of the universe, to get to know its secret, we don’t have to do a thing. Just one word introduces us. Used correctly ‘I’ explodes the human mystery. The same first name of everyone, ‘I’ is the universal password, the PIN code that unlocks and reveals our eternal human secret.
Self-knowledge ATMA VIDYA आत्मा विद्या (Light on Self – Light on ‘I’) no longer hidden in taboo and orthodoxy brilliantly explodes our mystery. Pointing out the Truth of the human being that has remained sanathana ever fresh throughout the ages and generations, studying Self-knowledge exposes man’s hidden treasure and destiny." via John and Rachel @Yogaco
Former @CFTC Chair @timmassad will be among witnesses - along with #Hedera Head of Global Policy @nilminirubin & other industry experts - at "The Future of #DigitalAssets: Identifying the Regulatory Gaps in Spot Market Regulation" hearing at 2PM ET today.https://t.co/JOfE5fDfeW
— Hedera (@hedera) April 27, 2023
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| Asking Better Regulatory Questions To Keep ShiFt Real... via Coindesk "The House Subcommittee on Commodity Markets, Digital Assets, and Rural Development has provided the witness list for Thursday's hearing examining regulatory holes in crypto spot market regulations. The panel notably includes former Commodity Futures Trading Commission (CFTC) Chair Timothy Massad, who is currently a research fellow at the Harvard Kennedy School and director, M-RCBG Digital Assets Policy Project. Other witnesses include Purvi Maniar, general counsel at institutional crypto trading platform FalconX, and Nilmini Rubin, head of global policy at decentralized proof-of-stake ledger Hedera. Rounding out the panel are Daniel Davis, partner at law firm Katten Muchin Rosenman LLP, as well as its co-chair, Financial Markets and Regulation and Joseph Hall, partner at law firm Davis Polk & Wardwell LLP. The hearing is set to begin Thursday at 2 p.m. ET." |
Thursday, April 27, 2023
You Can't Buy Character. You Can't Fake Quality.
Good character is about a collection of positive traits, and it evolves—choice by choice—over the course of someone's life experiences. Here's why that matters, by @JMAndriote https://t.co/vnlsmjMweE
— Psychology Today (@PsychToday) April 27, 2023
I Come Only From Love and With Thanks, Please Let Me Adore You.
It is a tender and life giving experience to be cherished.
To be cherished is to be held lovingly and with high regard.
To be nurtured and uplifted.
To be protected and cared for.
We most often define this word "cherished" as being an experience we give or receive in relationship to others.
What would it look/feel/be like to come to know the definition of to be cherished as something we experience with ourselves?
What would it mean to give ourselves the holy gift of cherishing the very breath and beauty of our becoming? First.
Cherished and adored as an experience of celebrating the magic of self-love. First.
It is a way of honoring, with absolute transparent and direct conscious intention, the vast journey you have been on in your relationship to self.
Cherished is a unique and nourishing way of being you offer yourself firstly (then as a gift to a loved one) who is also ready and able to surrender and receive.
"In Our Softening"
Anne H. Goldberg-Baldwin, D.M.A. (she/her) blurs the definitions of music and dance as a composer, choreographer, performer, and educator. She is Assistant Professor of Composition at Berklee College of Music and is currently pursuing an M.F.A. in Dance at the University of the Arts.
"In Our Softening, the sophomore piano album by Sophia Subbayya Vastek, is a journey that moves beyond the realm of the piano and into a place of healing and contemplation. After a time of grief, Vastek found herself drawn back to music and healing through an unassuming, old upright piano. Once housed in a desecrated church that had become the home of a hate group, the piano weathered many years of neglect and even a large crack in its soundboard. The church was eventually sold to a good friend of Vastek’s, and the piano made its way to her. To her surprise, the felt on the hammers had softened over the years, the opposite of a piano’s normal aging process.
This upright’s history reveals itself through the tender, exquisite sounds that intertwine and permeate the entire album. With the expertise of Vastek’s husband, sound engineer Sam Torres, the listener gets to experience the fullness of the piano’s sounds: small clicks and mechanisms permeate the recording and add to the upright’s inviting warmth.
The opening of the album, “The Seas that Made Us” evokes an ebb and flow of movement, and eventually a moto perpetuo that introduces the upright piano as a character in the story of this album. It becomes evident that the piano has more to offer than merely the tones of the notes — rather, the unique production sounds become an almost analog electronic track that completes the texture of the piece. The result is an intimate communion with the innermost workings of the piano, its story, and Vastek’s story.
These stories intermingle in tracks such as the titular “In Our Softening,” and those dedicated to family members such as “K.B.,” “Tatuś,” and “My Mother’s Hands.” The piano’s softening over time becomes a metaphor for Vastek’s contemplative way of holding space for each of these family members. The mellow chords lack most of the attack that would be present in other pianos, and it is difficult to imagine these pieces on any other instrument, almost as if they were “site-specific” pieces, or more accurately, “piano-specific” pieces. The muffled tones imbue a poignancy that transcends the chordal patterns that Vastek uses to access an atmosphere beyond the earthly.
“Lost Histories” tangles with the past, its melodies alluding to scales found in many folk traditions. Vastek utilizes the unique voice of the piano and its dampened timbres to build extramusical meaning behind these sounds, which fade quickly or almost seem to come from a distance in their hushed quality. The opening exudes a longing to know the past, a subject that permeated Vastek’s first album, Histories. As the piece progresses, it speaks and stutters in a flurry of rhythmic propulsions, with many of the mechanisms in the piano overshadowing the actual tones of the piano strings.

“In this Life” opens with a haunting minor melody in octaves, which would seem commonplace on most pianos, but the upright’s out-of-tune nature brings the listener to an otherworldly dimension. Vastek artfully leaves space for the strings to mute, warble, and bend in such a way that the listener might believe the sound is electronically manipulated.
“After Stardust” brings the album to a close with a soundscape that imagines celestial expanses with an undertone of optimism. Through its contemplative arpeggios and ethereal melodies, Vastek captures the essence of finding hope and rebirth after darkness: a story of her own and of this piano.
IOur Softening is a journey into the deep inward spaces of Vastek and the upright, and there is an earnest quality to the beautiful imperfections the piano brings to each piece. Vastek artfully creates a space that is vulnerable, exquisitely performed, and sensitive to both her own healing and that of the upright."
Wednesday, April 26, 2023
“Let it go” is the mantra of the self-avoidant, feigning resolution because they lack the courage or the preparedness to face their feelings. Let’s not play that game.
"Receiving incessant attention can cause huge problems for both the demanding person and the community. The demanding person might grow increasingly dependent on external attention and develop a shallow and unstable sense of self. Usually, this causes anxiety, depression, and an angry demand for more and more attention.
Most incessant attention-seekers suffer from nagging insecurity and must get their “fix” of attention to feel the resemblance of inner peace.
Meanwhile, the environment of an attention-seeker becomes barraged with demands;
The most compulsive attention-seekers suffer from the behavioral patterns of a Histrionic Personality Disorder and truly inflame family, friends, teachers, therapists, or even a wider community.
The word “histrionic” means theatrical and is derived from the Latin word histriōnicus—“of actors.”
According to the DSM-V1, people with histrionic personality disorder are at least 18 years old and suffer from a pattern of excessive emotionality and attention-seeking behavior.
- Is uncomfortable in situations in which he or she is not the center of attention.
- Interaction with others is often characterized by inappropriate sexually seductive or provocative behavior.
- Displays rapidly shifting and shallow expression of emotions.
- Consistently uses physical appearance to draw attention to self.
- Has a style of speech that is excessively impressionistic and lacking in detail.
- Shows self-dramatization, theatricality, and exaggerated expression of emotion.
- Is suggestible, i.e., easily influenced by others or circumstances.
- Considers relationships to be more intimate than they actually are.
Thank goodness for theater and for a person who acts as ‘the life of a party.’
However, when we find ourselves on the stage of real life with histrionic people and begin to act out roles for which we never consciously signed up, we are being robbed of our sanity.
Histrionic people have a talent for splitting people.
A group that is influenced by a histrionic person might begin to feel divided into desired and undesired people, with the histrionic person getting most of the attention as a hero or victim while the group is divided up into favorites and scapegoats.
In short, dysfunction around a histrionic has the potential to spread, terribly burdening families, draining groups of energy, and pitting persons against persons.
What is there to do?
First, accept that excessive attention-seeking cannot easily get fixed as no patterns of habits are ever altered without tremendous effort and support.
Second, please pay attention to those family or group members who are generally overlooked. We must listen to the exhausted, depleted, sad, and possibly agitated others and offer compassionate support.
If you are a parent of someone with histrionic traits, make sure you practice extreme self-care and also look after the less demanding kids. In any group, we must learn to listen to each other as we find distance from the drama in which we were unwittingly part.
Furthermore, there are five strategies that can help the histrionic person scale down the demands:
Teach how to calm the mind.
Normalize attention-seeking behavior while role-modeling appropriate behavior.
- Instead of trying to get validation from others, what could you do or feel?
- How do people get a sense of self-worth?
- How can we find peace within ourselves?
- What does attention mean for you: becoming alive, feeling worthy, feeling important?
Help the attention-seeker connect with and develop his or her strengths to pursue a higher goal.
As always, happiness arises when we live a balanced life and avoid the extremes of receiving neither too little nor too much attention.
“Let it go” is the mantra of the self-avoidant, feigning resolution because they lack the courage or the preparedness to face their feelings. Let’s not play that game.
Tuesday, April 25, 2023
One Creature In Creation.
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| TRUE NATURE : WHOLENESS IS PERFECTION : ONE CREATURE IN CREATION |
As ANZAC Day dawn services take place across the world, the Opera House would like to remember and honour those who have served our nation.
— Sydney Opera House (@SydOperaHouse) April 24, 2023
Lest We Forget.
On ANZAC Day 2020, a lone bugler played the last post on the Opera House Monumental Steps.
📸 Daniel Boud. pic.twitter.com/YO6lHiCaML
"Lest We Forget"
The Frontier Wars
'For the Australian War Memorial to include meaningful exhibits about the wars that were fought on this land would be a powerful act of truth-telling in service of the nation.' #AnzacDay2023 #VoiceToParliament https://t.co/ypSY96imsJ
— Michelle Arrow (@MichelleArrow1) April 23, 2023
"The recent media rounds of the new chair of the Australian War Memorial Council, Kim Beazley, appear to presage a major shift in the institution’s attitude to the frontier wars. Beazley explained it is “enormously important” that the current $550 million renovation of the war memorial provides significant coverage of violent conflict between settler and Indigenous Australians.
He elaborated:
Monday, April 24, 2023
I Can, I May, I Am... Home.
I accept it all.
One, an all inclusive Universe, must
Accept It all.
"One" means;
No Thing is excluded.
In ONE Universe.
Of course,
I accept IT all, as One,
but that does NOT mean I agree
To It All.
My acceptance of
"It is what it is"
simply meets One present moment reality as it is,
which is real.
My acceptance of "reality",
as It Is Now,
Here Now,
In Front, beside and behind me,
all around me, 360 degrees of creation, in The One Universe.
(whether I can see "it", choose to see "it" am aware of "it", OR NOT,
"IT" is still happening, right now, as The One Reality)
I may Be WHOLLY aware,
I may choose to Be aware,
I may ignore or even have selective deafness.
I discerningly choose what I may interact with or respond to or tell to get fucked (assholes only, relax)
I accept The totality,
I accept The ABSOLUTE WHOLENESS of The One Universe.
All is One, All is included, There is only One Universe,
My acceptance of ONE however,
DOES NOT Mean I AGREE with it.
Sure unconscious assholes exist, even they are included in The One,
I 100% accept that 100% assholes exist.
Ignore them if you can. Ignore them by choice. Accept but not agree.
Just because I ignore them though,
by discerning choice and aligned priority, (aka "boundaries")
does not mean the One's I accept but DO NOT agree with leave The Universe.
EVERYTHING remains in the One Universe.
EVERYTHING is included in The One Universe.
EVERYTHING (yes even the drugged out lush losers) ARE included as One.
Unconscious Assholes are present in the ONE universe, they exist,
just like all creatures.
Just because the unconscious asshole (and any and all creatures BTW!) exists
and are accepted and are included in The One Universe
BUT that does NOT mean I AGREE with them.
NO NO NO,
of course I accept that all creatures exist,
the leeches, the maggots, the fleas and flies ALL creation's creatures exist
(yes, even ewe sheep... following, assholes, yes, even you...) are ALL included.
Otherwise IT IS NOT THE ONE UNIVERSE.
No Thing Is EXCLUDED, all creation's creatures,
we are ONE,
humans, mosquitoes, birds, rapists, trees, lice, maggots and even
people pleasing perfectionist
assholes,
yep, you guessed it,
ARE ALL INCLUDED
otherwise it is NOT the universe.
Of course
This ONE Creation ("The Universe")
DOES NOT rely or depend on ME seeing, hearing or even believing ANYTHING.
The universe is NOT dependent on me at all. But we ONES are all included.
One Creation AND One Creature in THAT Universal Creation
simply just CHOOSE and then simply go on and do it's thing...
whatever THEY choose To Be
(or not To Be)
all breathing (no choice),
inhale, pause,
exhale, pause,
(Pay Attention To and notice "The Pause" for that is where INFINITE choice lives)
Those breathing creatures MAY be
any or all of the following at any given ONE moment in time,
whatevs mudda duckers...
ONE creature in ONE creation and we all make MOMENT to MOMENT choices.
(Even NOT choosing, is a CHOICE)
Creatures of Creation simply do all of these things.
And all those creatures and their choices are included, if there is really only ONE universe.
I Accept it.
If there is really only ONE inclusive Universe. That is.
Of course, as a discerningly astute and rather old farting erudite mudda ducker him SELF,
I certainly accept these creatures ALL exist, BUT, I do NOT agree to them all, at all.
Those people pleasing over servers without boundaries? Accepted, But No Thanks.
Those perfectionists who think their farts DON'T stink? Accepted, Butt No Thanks.
Those try hards trying hard to Keep The (artificial) Peace and remaining compliant silent?
Accepted, But No Thanks.
Those rapists, raping and killing Mother Earth. Accepted. But, No thanks.
Those adolescent still mug lair parents, at age 40 plus, inter generationally, unconsciously, passing on wounds and terms and conditions and possibly fucking up Their Own Children?
Accepted, But (A BIG) No Thanks.
See The Repeating Pattern?
"Accepted, But, NO THANKS!"
I do.
Clearly now.
Wasn't always The Case.
Discerning Boundaries Baby!
The difference between a wishy washy loudly energetic dis integrated ego projecting tell tale triangualating insipid gossiping soft cock lost in living who has NFI about who they
who they are
WHOLLY TOTALLY ALL INCLUSIVE ABSOLUTELY REALLY are...
without any remaining unconscious inter generational "inherited terms & conditions",
of course...
(BUT totally accepted, of course...)
BUT NO THANKS!
Each and Every One is totally 100% included in The One Universe. (no entry ticket needed)
Otherwise IT is NOT The universe.
So everyone already IS part of that universal consciousness.
Simply By Being Conceived and Then Born.
But we as conscious discerning Beings as we then go on and live our lives,
get to choose,
from moment to moment, (all that REALLY exists)
that is ONE Creature In The ONE Creation
The ONE Reality of Present Moment Awareness.
Really couldn't BE any simpler NOW, could it...?
The hardest thing to Be Really One,
is to Be simple.
drop anything, like inherited "terms & conditions",
that PREVENTS you Being Your Own Simple Unadulterated Self.
all the layers of inherited protective armour you may still Be insecurely (unconsciously?) hiding beneath.
once we realize we are carrying those expectations still, we can choose to discard or keep,
Let any no longer serving fake false facades go. When YOU are ready, of course.
Take Off The Made Up Make Up, The Mask Up, fer crisis sake. When ready and realized. Of course.
Take off the lush loose lippy of gossip and assumed rumours and cease the cock tales... If YOU choose.
Take off the small bullshit stories you tell and share a Bout your fake SELF. Why box your SELF in?
Take off all those artificial bits and bobs to mask the True Beauty, which is already, YOU.
Stop the dis integrated dis eased dis associated lost in living ego running The Show, when YOU realize.
Take off that spiritual bypass, artificial ascension, new cage off with the woo woo pixies, get lost in living or off my face wasted time and wasted brain cells and wasted energy that is regularly holding you back from living a real whole authentic life.
Once YOU realize and then re integrate any covered over patterns that MAY be causing stress.
Like mummy and daddy and sibling wounds (aka unconscious inherited "terms & conditions...")
That internal stress may be still causing dis ease and is so unreal. It is NOT who you are.
So Why do that to your self?
all those masking artificial wounded chiron "terms & conditions" you hang onto and were exposed to as a baby and child and adolescent growing up and are now still possibly stuck in an "adult" holding pattern like an addicted loopy loopy jet going round and around in endless circles unable to land due to the F in Fog... get off The Grass, maybe, get off The Bottle, maybe, get off The Patterns, maybe.
instead, clear Your Own Runway of Life, (go in and work on clearing that holding inner space, NOW)
instead light up a wide receptive landing place that is safe and clear and long and wide and patient and gentle and puts you back on the ground 100%.
You are your own Captain, learn First Love You,
re learn what wholeness feels like,
re learn what no dis ease feels like,
re learn what love without "terms & conditions" feels like
re learn what a pure and simple, unadulterated, re turn to love and wholeness feels like,
Once FLY (First Love You) you may touch down on all that you choose and love and like.
If the jet matches the cleared runway, it can choose to land. Simple, safely, easy, every time.
If an expansive, whole, full, joyous Jet CANNOT land safely on a restrictive or unreceptive or fogged in runway, it simply travels on to another more suitable clear and clean landing strip where it can safely come in for an aligned and kind landing. Life's like that...
Then a Jet and A Runway have supported each other. They may swap roles next flight. Just for fun.
Maybe you both wanna be jets at The Exact Same Time.
Or Both Runways?
That obviously causes NO LIFT OFF, we have a problem flight control...
One needs to be Jet, One needs to be runway. One is NOT more important than the other.
although The Jet may erroneously believe it is The High Flying Joy Boy, The Special One...
The Trapped in Ego Top Gun of The Speedy Exotic Better Higher Special Traveler of The Universe,
hot sum news for you arrogant joy boy asshole,
who ga gunna call To Land... when you are over your joy boy ego antics?
who ya gunna call to get grounded, get safely back on Mudda Ducking Earth,
yep, you got it Major Tom To Ground Control...
You are going to communicate clearly with
The Home Base, The Safe Place, The Well Prepared and Simple Unpretending Landing Strip,
That rock solid and well lit and safe and wide and RECEPTIVE runway...
Just lying there all wonderful doing it's unassuming thing...
It is Not Called a Safe Landing and a Gentle Touch Down for nothing...
that Runway Landing Strip matters, BIG TIME!
so off the Jets roam on the next mission, the next wild geese flight, the seasonal migration, the flight paths researched to some safe degree, checked and re checked and THEN still allowing for uncertainty, change and unexpected weather as the route progresses.
To FLY freely with minimal stress means To Be BOTH planned and spontaneous, both yin and yang, both jet and runway.
It really does pay to re integrate BOTH ends of the same ONE spectrum and spiral...
That is to FLY (First Love You) Through Life.
And of course,
all those free fly birdies and their safe tree branches are also ONE creature IN one creation.
those fine feathered jets intuitively know what type of tree they wanna land on and nest in, and if the bough breaks, they trust their own wings... To Still FLY, life's like that
So buckle up, no terms & conditions on Your Ticket To now FLY freely, FLY wholly, FLY with ease and grace,
Welcome aboard Mudda Duckers
please stow your carry on loose baggage appropriately,
without trying hard to hide it... (just NO carry on, drama, chaos or other in flight BS, OK?)
safety belts on, no smoking, relax, trust, eyes open or shut, het comfortable, take off, cubicle occupied, an in flight meal, possibly one sip, take a crap maybe and a Mile High If Needed...
BUT if you or the fuselage start smoking, you are doing it soooo wrong... heat fine, smoke not.
so fellow FLYers, all you fellow fine flying mudda duckers...
all included in This One FLY United Flight, called Universe,
Quack Quack Quack, Flap Those Wings, Enjoy Your Flight and Please Come Back!
No Terms & Conditions on The Entry Ticket, of a whole life, of course,
FLY, Seasonally,
FLY cyclically adjusted, (it is all ok, be scared, be safe, be nervous, be anxious, be chillaxed)
FLY absolutely 100% as YOUR TRUE SELF
DO NOT TRY TO HIDE WHAT YOU ARE FEELING (it is all Ok)
don't get wasted on free grog to hide your in flight FLY fear..
don't babble on to the neighbour (who wants to silently chillax) to hide your FLY high anxiety
don't over stink the flight with stress and worry and telling the Trained Pilot what to do in YOUR made up mind...
relax, nothing (on this ONE flight) is under control... once you are on board, once strapped in, once that big external door shuts tight and YOU take off... that is...
turbulence, weather, delays, stop overs, shitty food choices, smelly toilets, crying babies, cranky old farts or flight staff, crap wi fi or no internet or in flight entertainment...
buckle up butter cup and maybe if unhappy, choose a different airline next time,
less budget, better taste...less haste, more discernment, next flight time, or not...
nothing YOU can do about it DURING THE FLIGHT anyway... so take the chill pill and surrender...
You got this! I know you can handle it! Nothing lasts forever! This too shall pass!
This plight This flight This One really shitty yoga class... same same no different... learn and unlearn
having a safe home, a receptive landing strip to return home to at anytime helps, of course,
wherever I close My Eyes I Am...
Home...
return to your Breath, often, in flight, in times of stress and worry and fright and (possibly) shitty in flight assholes telling you to get in, sit down, buckle up, shut up and hang on... take off...get over it... touch down.. is that all? I didn't feel a thing...I was expecting MORE out of THAT flight...wow, that was smooth, I liked your touch down piloting cockpit skills...didn't feel a thing...so happy/sorry you feel that way...collect YOUR own baggage...taxi!
and whatever else happens
Home is what YOU create and YOU choose and YOU accept in life
close your eyes RIGHT NOW and ask Am I Home?
What ever else
Remain true,
BE YOU,
Of Course...
Sunday, April 23, 2023
Friday, April 21, 2023
True Nature Heals
I watched youLost in griefHead of stone and cloud,Steps falteringI watched and achedLong before you ever noticed meI craved to cradle youSafe in my limbsTo draw you into meLet my sap mingle with your tearsWith the patience of a loverI waitedUntil one dayYou limped into my shadeParched, inconsolable, a broken shellI showed you how sadness could hold you togetherIt didn’t have to be your undoingI can’t fix what has been shattered in youBut I can hold you stillIn this noisy world.
Thursday, April 20, 2023
Wait. But Why?
ABOUT THE BOOK
Wednesday, April 19, 2023
Daughter's, "Stereo Mind Game" is Awesome New Music
A much needed return from Daughter. Forever finding the most soulful side of folk, the trio expand on their controlled electronics, melding breathy vocals with ruminative lyrics to a bewitching effect.
this is soo good https://t.co/HiodSLZwFn
— ☮💚🎨 (@bklynmike3) 18 באפריל 2023
Daughter's 'Stereo Mind Game' is @RoughTrade's Album of the Month, don't sleep on it!https://t.co/QJDtr53TId
— 4AD (@4AD_Official) 12 באפריל 2023
cc. @ohdaughter pic.twitter.com/n8CXbQQJH3
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